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I just did a photo shoot for a national publication on Monday...

It was really an interesting experience as it removed all the glamour and glitz of modelling and gave me a first hand experience of how awkward it feels to pose as per the wants of the photographer...

and now I really regret going for the shoot... buyer's remorse to the true form!

I really hope no one recognises me based on the photo...

gulp!

I am... erm... lost?...

Properties are being bought and sold with profit in hundreds of thousands
Cars are bought at the whim and fancy of many
Jobs are vacant and filled in a blink of an eye
And yet somehow I feel like I am stagnant in my position

Have I really been with the company for too long?
Suddenly, I am not so sure about what I want to do in the long-term and etc
At least I quit alcohol (well, almost...) and have not touched cigs for many moons already
but still that is not sufficient...

Its time to venture out of my comfort zone and challenge myself once again...